Is it ADHD, avoidance,, doomscrolling, addiction to caffeine, or am I just being lazy?

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4. Thanks, I'm reading theses chapters on hospice/pallative care etc

and it's hard to look at it so clinically. The book also talks about the insurance companies being the ones who make Dr's round a diagnosis up or down to six months or less or more than a year...

I am texting with my daughter who went through her nana's departure as well with me and we were both devastated. It's a chance for us to talk about how we would have asked for more support if we knew there was any. etc etc

I can look aorund my living room and see pieces of my family all around me and my home is safe and warm from the storm and I thank my Parents for making sure I have this place!