next month will be a year.

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3. Hugs to you.

Please continue to share your feelings. Everyone goes through grief differently. I know you didn’t ask for advice but I can’t scroll by without trying to help. I really think there’s a depression stage. It’s been almost 2 years since my husband passed. I’ve had some health problems and had to say goodbye to my pup. It was easier when she was there to be with me. But now I feel as if I’m seeing some light. My only advice is to keep some friends close and try to get out of the house once in awhile and just ride out the dark days. Don’t be afraid to ask for help if you need it. What you’re feeling isn’t unusual. The indecision is natural. I’m sending you lots of good thoughts.