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magical thyme

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4. yes. massive wave of fear panic depression all day yesterday
Thu Jul 5, 2012, 10:28 AM
Jul 2012

The heavy, heavy humid, cloudy day helped it along a lot. I totally forgot any plans I had, got into big fight out in GD-land where I didn't sympathize enough with somebody according to a small group of posters, who treated me with far less compassion than the person I was insufficiently compassionate toward according to them.

I ended the day putting Dahli in for the night, and then erupting into tears and sobbing that "Never, never have I worked so hard at something only to fail."

And then I heard a clear message from a male spirit guide, "You did not fail. You succeeded in your mission. You are now being given the time you need to rest."

So the worst of my panic and upset subsided, although not altogether.

Last night I dreamed of a former co-worker from 3 decades ago. In my dream he was dating somebody else, but attracted to me. And then suddenly telling me he loved me while crying. He was a system administrator and was always nice to me back then, when very few people around me were. He used to always tell me I had "just enough knowledge to be truly dangerous" when he'd come fix my system yet another time after I got it into trouble experimenting

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Anyone else feel exceptionally... [View all] kimmerspixelated Jul 2012 OP
I don't know, but I had a very weird dream last night, kentauros Jul 2012 #1
I hate big dreams like that! WHew...On a much lighter note: kimmerspixelated Jul 2012 #8
How big is enormous? kentauros Jul 2012 #12
Whoaaa Heh! kimmerspixelated Jul 2012 #13
I'd forgotten about that part in the movie. kentauros Jul 2012 #16
Welllll, hey! kimmerspixelated Jul 2012 #17
I don't draw Bewitched, kentauros Jul 2012 #19
I noticed this too yesterday Kimmers... findrskeep Jul 2012 #2
That was fascinating clif12 Jul 2012 #5
O, Wow thanks for this! kimmerspixelated Jul 2012 #10
I've had trouble get the red out Jul 2012 #3
yes. massive wave of fear panic depression all day yesterday magical thyme Jul 2012 #4
*snort* FirstLight Jul 2012 #6
Stalled... FirstLight Jul 2012 #7
it's real Ricochet21 Jul 2012 #9
Good to know it's temporary. kimmerspixelated Jul 2012 #11
It's a temporary part of a Ricochet21 Jul 2012 #14
A temporary kimmerspixelated Jul 2012 #15
Well, I, myself felt much better today to the point kimmerspixelated Jul 2012 #18
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