Personal need for advice

[MutantAndProud]

2. Letting go is one solution but

If it isn’t “charging” maybe you could consider it actively impeding due to a material mismatch with the complicated circumstances, the circle part is merely focal in nature. Which in a way becomes a representation of your blockage. So… melt it, cast it away, let it go, or hold it in suspension in your collection as something meant for another time and set of circumstances. Magic either works or it doesn’t. Materials and people and circumstance rarely can be forced without significant external forces that can be risky. Sometimes the reward is worth it, sometimes there’s a tangible benefit. Sometimes not. Keep in mind you’re essentially asking for a very complicated and powerful magic from a single object that is relatively ‘bare’, not counting the effort taken to transform the base materials themselves and have them arrive in their current state. Much like with medicine and science, there is so much more than meets the eye with situations and objects. And people for that matter. I wish you well whatever step along your path you are on.