Thank you guys for being here for me in the past, and letting me vent again. [View all]
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You all read about my abusive family of origin that sexually, physically, and emotionally abused me my whole life, until I got away from them.
My father of the supergluing a Yorkshire terriers lips together fame.
Well, hes dying of cancer. Im having a lot of feelings about that.
And then there was the bullying done to me on-line by D. and S. and their people, and my family participating in all of that, I guess at the behest of said celebrities.
So even though my family was crappy, they were still the only family I had, and the bullying war against me blew up a sort of fragile detente I had with my family. I really dont have a family any more, and I feel anger and grief about that.
I feel anger that the celebrities chose me as a target for their cruelty, when all I ever did wrong was tell them what their music meant to me growing up.
Just feeling a lot of things.
Really glad for my husband, who is on my side in all of this. We have such a good life together, he said today
screw your abusive family, and the trolls.
I know hes right.
Its just a hard struggle right now knowing I wont be able to see my (abusive) father again before he dies, and I wont be able to attend the funeral.
Crappy family but it was the only one I had and its been taken away from me, forever.