My reality feels unreal [View all]
So, I'm actually having more pain putting ice on my neck. Jaw hurts. Then I turned on the news. The combination of lifetime pain and watching an immigrant give a nazi salute has me very depressed. Ordered food delivery from wall mat as i do and completely confused. Its supposed to be delivered but its coming from the further wall mat. Now I'm wrrd bc Ive already been screamed at by my partner and threatened with money. I'm just sitting here almost in a fugue state. If they don't deliver then I don't know what is going on. I got an email saying it'll be delivered. I'm not allowed to post on fb bc my ssdi receiving sister gets upset. I'm sure she's happy he's starting the immigrant purge today.
I feel like i wish i could just fall asleep forever. I don't even have a desire to talk to my cousin anymore.
Not doing well
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