quite the shock waves coming through, as a lot of shit comes to ahead...

[magical thyme]

and I often find when the shit roils up in my life, then it's just a short time before I see it happening "out there," be it earthquakes or more mass shootings, or riots. So this is just a heads up.

I dreamed last night about my parents. I was an adult in school in a dorm or hotel room where I had beautifully maintained, raised garden beds (unlike my weedy messes irl, lol) filled with little baby plants. My parents had an adjoining room. My mother was in my room, silent and pretty emotionless, and then left for the adjoining room. My father started trampling through the garden beds and ranting at me his mantra about how I "rueeened everything." For the first time in my life I pushed back, in his face screaming "yeah, well you rueeened everything for me, too." My beds were trampled, seedlings pulled out and ruined. I stopped short of screaming that he killed my boy, but I was just stopping just short of it. The words were there.

And then he was yelling because the hotel had cancelled their adjoining room and how much trouble he'd gone to to get that room for my mother. And then they were both gone. I think (hope?) for good.

When I woke up, all I could think about were my destroyed seedlings and how they crapped all over every opportunity I had in life.

And then I woke up and learned that Cantor lost the primary in a major upset and his concession speech was followed by a demonstration at the hotel by protestors yelling for amnesty NOW.

I was feeling really good and relieved, and then more rage came simmering up about my toxic passive-aggressive bully of a boss who harassed me last year and ruined my 60th birthday plans. About my right to say "no" and have that respected and my right for my personal and private information to remain just that.

[PADemD]

1. Incoming CME

Yesterday's double X-flare may have produced a geoeffective CME after all. At first it appeared that Earth was outside the line of fire, but a closer look at the CME reveals an Earth-directed component.

snip

Computer models run yesterday by NOAA analysts suggest the merged storm cloud will reach Earth mid-day on June 13th. The glancing blow could spark polar geomagnetic storms.

More on the way. See link.

http://spaceweather.com/

[Sanity Claws]

2. CME?

What does that mean?

BTW, I thought some of the stuff I saw in my life was due to Mercury Retrograde.

[PADemD]

3. Coronal Mass Ejection

from the Sun

Can wreak havoc with electrical equipment

with us?

video at the link in previous post

[Sweet Freedom]

4. Rick posted this on his FB page Monday

Don't know if it's helpful, but may explain the energy in your dream.

Be aware, the next 17 days Mars is FINALLY starting to move and is going to make a T-square to Pluto while it opposes Uranus in Aries. Same ole, same ole story. It will change. Meaning: take advantage of this Martian energy to propel yourself into YOUR future; don't overdo it; watch out for aggressiveness coming out of you and by all means, NO rage. Rage will backfire permanently on you. Stand your ground and enjoy this phenomenal and rare combination of energies. Yes, the gov't and other countries are losing their "minds", but that's ok, we are emerging. Again, repetitively, be assertive; not aggressive. Don't sit still. Be active!

[NuttyFluffers]

7. ahh, i get it. more fiber, less chili peppers. and let the waste flow out to move on.

oh dear, that was probably a NSFW analogy.

[southerncrone]

5. Perhaps this dream represents the Male/Female energies within you.

Those perfect little plants are your dreams & wishes. We always see them perfectly in our minds! Could it be that you are actually integrating the male & female energies in YOU? I always seem to identify much more w/male energy in my OUTWARD persona. Maybe this is your (sub)conscious recognizing how negative the over-emphasized male energy is manifesting in your life & it is destroying your dreams. See if you find more balance in the next week. Just my thoughts on the dream. Well wishes.

[magical thyme]

6. I think the carefully tended plants are my dreams as I work on them

but it was my father's energy and his passive-aggressive rage that drove him to destroy them, as he did irl. I think it was a communication between me and them -- him still in this world & my mother in the next (hence her preternatural quiet and calm).

Time will tell...