Rough day

[XanaDUer2]

Ten days later, pain spasms jaw. Gonna b permanent i can tell. Taking nsaids aspirin icing it. Its futile. Think the dr wants me gone bc i said something. Partner yelling at my 32k "obsession" from zero pain to pain now. I have no one to talk to. Found a phone friend, but my talking abt my jaw pisses him off.

I told him fuck off. I have to keep everything on a keel until months long dental work is done. I vented on reddit abt what happened, now worried some nut will tell my dentist i bitched. My location is in my posting history. They PMd and wanted to know my location n i lied.

JUST WANT THIS OVER WITH.

I'm so sorry every one

[bullimiami]

1. Sorry. Sounds pretty awful.

[XanaDUer2]

2. I've reached the end of my rope

I feel like all this time (13 months) and money wasted and destroyed by one push. Zero sympathy from verbally abusive "partner", but he's supporting us so I'm stuck. Family seems ignoring me.

Irony... hes defending the Drs office against me (dr knows best...my fault for moving appmnt up). They heard him screaming at me in the background while I'm on the phone with them. During the talk in -office, (I'm a pain sensitive neurotic nut/jaw stable/scan good) they did mention his behavior. The whole thing was humiliating and embarrassing. ETA hes defending staff calling him abuser, which he is. Its surreal.

[Lulu KC]

3. Muscle relaxers?

Spasms often stop with muscle relaxers. Would you be able to get an Rx for a few? Most dentists are reluctant to prescribe too many, but just a couple of days of treatment might make whatever it is that got pushed wrong release itself.

Hoping for relief for you! Too much at one time!

[XanaDUer2]

4. Thanks

As far as the dentist is concerned, per the 15-min "talk" i had, this is not happening.

[XanaDUer2]

5. Its a holiday but emailed my gp re muscle relaxer

Since afa my dentist is concerned this is not happening I'm not comfortable asking him.. cause I'm a nut

[LoisB]

6. I am sorry you are in such pain; physically and emotionally and wish I had an answer. I do know you never need

to say sorry for reaching out or expressing your feelings. There just has to be a solution somewhere.

Hugs

[XanaDUer2]

7. Everyone here is so kind

I'm not getting support from loved ones. I think I'm in the depression phase of grief. Asked my gp tho its a holiday, for muscle relaxants. Been icing it. Feel gaslighted, frankly. Maybe they know they made an oops and want me gone so I don't get a lawyer? I'm so exhausted I just want it done and over with

[XanaDUer2]

8. Thought good friend was calling me

After I said I was not doing well. Mistake call

[XanaDUer2]

9. Ok we had a call

It was great talking to her. Told her my fears of being home less and she said we'll figure something out. My cousin wouldn't even say that to me.