I found a post on Facebook this morning that I thought about posting to the LGBT and/or LGBT
Civil Rights and Activism forums, but I think it needs a wider audience. The Facebook post may sound a little paranoid, but my own daughter and her husband have teenage twins, one an ADHD trans girl and the other an autistic non-binary girl. Both are bright and adorable, but their parents and I fear for their future during the current regime and perhaps even beyond. The Facebook post copied below is from a woman named Patti Digh, who is not a Facebook friend of mine, but whose posts are available to read:
"We have a family wedding in New York to attend later this month. Logic would tell us to fly. It’s faster. Less time off work. Fewer days away from the dogs and the routines that tether our lives to something manageable. We’re busy—like everyone is busy—and flying is the clean, efficient, adult decision.
But we’re renting a car and driving. Thirteen hundred miles, give or take. Through red states and blue, past signs shouting for freedom and others quietly asking for dignity. We’re packing snacks and chargers and playlists. We’re taking turns behind the wheel. We’re driving because our son is autistic. And transgender.
We’re driving because the list of things I’m afraid of is longer than it used to be.
Once, my fears were more domestic: Would he make friends? Would he be invited to birthday parties? Would anyone come to his birthday party? Would he be bullied in high school? Would he always wear furry costumes to go outside? Would I live through his outbursts? Would we ever find a good therapist who understood both his neurodivergence and his gender identity, without forcing one to the sidelines in favor of the other?
But now? Now my fears wear heavier boots.
Will the TSA at the airport see a mismatch between his ID and his voice, his chest, his name, his gaze, and decide he’s a threat? Will he be on some registry that will “out” him as trans and cause them to disappear him at the TSA checkpoint? Will some algorithm, some overzealous agent, some “random” search mistake his stillness for defiance, his quiet for danger? Will someone think they’re doing the right thing by detaining him “just to be sure”? Will they confiscate his ID because it doesn’t match the gender assigned at birth? Will some policy, some petty cruelty disguised as protocol, turn an airport into a crucible?
I know how this sounds. I wish I didn’t.
I wish I were paranoid. But I read the news. I live in this country. And I know that the tenderest parts of my son—the ones I’ve spent a lifetime protecting—are precisely the ones that make him most vulnerable. I cannot risk the moment a routine screening turns into something irreversible.
We had the conversation, of course. “It’s probably fine,” I told my husband, John, not believing it. “I’m sure it’ll be okay,” I said again, as if repetition could manufacture certainty. But then I imagined my son standing in that fluorescent-lit checkpoint, backpack on, trying not to attract attention. I imagined the questions. The looks. The way something ordinary can shift so quickly into something dangerous.
And then I knew: we’re driving.
It’s a decision that feels both cautious and defiant. Cautious because I’m trying to keep him safe in a country I no longer trust. Defiant because choosing the long way feels like a kind of refusal. A small, stubborn way of saying: you will not make me hand him over to your machines and your screens and your assumptions. You do not get to decide what parts of my child are allowed to move freely.
So we’ll take the back roads, if we have to. Stop at state parks. Eat sandwiches on picnic benches beneath trees older than the borders we’re crossing. We’ll listen to music, argue about where to eat, maybe talk about where we’re going—not just the wedding, but the wider “where”: as a family, as a nation, as people still trying to thread love through the eye of this needle.
My son is very funny, by the way. Deeply, dryly funny. And kind in a way that doesn’t announce itself. He notices birds I’d miss. He remembers things I say when I think he’s not listening. He is working so hard to become himself in a world that keeps telling him he shouldn’t exist.
He and his older sister are the people I want most to protect. And the people who teach me, daily, what courage really is.
Sometimes I imagine the story he’ll tell one day. Will he say, “When I was young, we drove because it wasn’t safe for me to fly”? Will he say it with a laugh, like a family myth? Or will he say it with a shadow in his voice—grown and worn by the parts I couldn’t shield him from—and add, “That’s the kind of country we lived in”?
What kind of country do we live in?
The one with bathroom bans and book bans? Where lawmakers debate whether he deserves to play sports, receive healthcare, or simply exist in peace? The one threatening to create autism registries? The one with hundreds of anti-trans bills, and whispers of mental health “wellness camps” that echo with dangerous, eugenic parallels?
Or do we live in the other one—the quieter, stubbornly kind one—where strangers say, “Thank you for loving him just as he is.” Where a teacher keeps their door open during lunch, sanctuary from a cafeteria that is too loud. Even the one where an ancient man in a grocery store asks out of curiosity, “Are you a boy or a girl?” and my son answers—radiant, unrattled—“Yes.”
The truth is: we live in both worlds. All the time now.
This is America now. A country where we are expected to pledge allegiance while memorizing exits. A place where we are expected to believe in freedom while mapping out escape routes. Where we pack bug-out bags in case it comes to that. Where the question is no longer Do I trust my country with my child? but How far am I willing to go to protect him from it?
So yes, we’re going to a wedding. And we’re driving. Because safety is no longer a guarantee but a choice—a daily, deliberate act. Because the road, however long, lets me keep him within reach. Because sometimes love looks like checking the tire pressure, downloading the map offline, and saying, We’ll get there—together.
And because when my son asks me someday, “What kind of country did we live in?” I want to be able to answer, hand on heart, The kind where we didn’t let fear name us. The kind where we didn’t let fear define who we got to be. The kind where we chose each other. Every time."
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